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Closing Remarks — Getting the Penultimate Word.

This will be my last effort to communicate my thoughts and feelings to the world. 

As the end of my time on top of the ground approaches, I want to say some things to kind of round things off.  I want to talk about my time on this earth up to this point.  I have seen a lot of things and experienced a few more.  I hope that there is some measure of wisdom in the remaining words I have to offer, but even if there is no wisdom or rhyme or reason to my ramblings, then at least I will have rambled them.

If my thoughts do not carry on after me, if my words mean nothing to anyone in the future, then at least I will go to whatever my reward will be with the final knowledge that I expressed them.  I am getting it off my chest.

I hope it means something to someone.  I hope that somewhere in this mass of scribblings is something that someone, somewhere can use.  If it just makes someone think for a moment about something deeper than a bowl of water then that would be nice.  Maybe . . ..  I will not abuse myself however with the notion that it has to be anything to anyone other than just the arrogance of a self-deluded madman.

So that’s the reasoning behind the blog.  Take it for what it’s worth.

In these pages I will give an autobiography of the past 12 years.  You may find links to individual articles on the page Losing Faith.


For now, let us proceed to the beginning of the penultimate.